I have a bad habit. When I am sad, unhappy, angry or stressed, I tend to indulge myself with food. Recently, I am having a lot a lot of troubles. Troubles that are making me lose sleep in the nights, troubles that are making me stare into the computer screen blankly, troubles that are making me sick....
I have the tendency to think too much. I always think ahead and build an imaginary perfect world in my head. But it's never the case in the real life. Life's full of sheets (shit). Quoting TL, good things dont come all at once, but bad things will. Yeah... it's so so true, at least for me now.
I am getting fatter and the recent indulgence in Cheezels is not going to do me any better. At least, I have given up on Twisties, so maybe that's something to celebrate? Work's getting busier and my sup, who keeps emphasizing that we will be asked to get out, is not being very encouraging either. Friends been ignoring me and they include my best friend. Loans are not claimed yet and I am facing terrible financial problems. Luckily I am not someone who shops a lot.
Been tired every moment. A sign of aging? or the sign that I am giving up myself? To prevent lose of sleep, I have been drinking cough syrup which at least able to put me to sleep. haha... Unhealthy? Still alright. I am having cough anyway. But but but.. 25ml left!!!! 2 more doses and that's it. I have to rely on myself again...
Smile donald. SMILE!!!!!! And get back to being the chirpy cheerful guy.
I have the tendency to think too much. I always think ahead and build an imaginary perfect world in my head. But it's never the case in the real life. Life's full of sheets (shit). Quoting TL, good things dont come all at once, but bad things will. Yeah... it's so so true, at least for me now.
I am getting fatter and the recent indulgence in Cheezels is not going to do me any better. At least, I have given up on Twisties, so maybe that's something to celebrate? Work's getting busier and my sup, who keeps emphasizing that we will be asked to get out, is not being very encouraging either. Friends been ignoring me and they include my best friend. Loans are not claimed yet and I am facing terrible financial problems. Luckily I am not someone who shops a lot.
Been tired every moment. A sign of aging? or the sign that I am giving up myself? To prevent lose of sleep, I have been drinking cough syrup which at least able to put me to sleep. haha... Unhealthy? Still alright. I am having cough anyway. But but but.. 25ml left!!!! 2 more doses and that's it. I have to rely on myself again...
Smile donald. SMILE!!!!!! And get back to being the chirpy cheerful guy.
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