Friday, July 6, 2007

I'm silly, fat and ermmmm overweight!!!

Wow. It's been so long since I last blogged from home. What caused me to do that today then? Haha, I can't sleep again -.-ll It's been 3 days since I last take my cough syrup. Been actually taking cough syrups so that I will be drowsy which will get me to sleep faster. Haha. I'm silly? not really, when I do really have cough.

Yeah. I agree with Ruru. Let me be strike with Dengue!!! I been wanting to be sick, very very sick. Too bad I'm too healthy. I wanna be hospitalised, and see which of my better friends will visit me. I just wanna know how much am I worth in other people's heart. I'm really silly, but do you know the feeling of being cared? That feeling where you know that a lot of people care for you, is so priceless. Yes. I'm being a coward. I'm scared that I'm not loved. I'm scared that I'm not cared for. And I'm scared to be alone. Oh ya, maybe another advantage like what ruru said, getting sick is the easiest way to lose weight. I need to lose that extra kilos off me too...at least 7kg.......

Arghh, another day of emotion instability. I'm having a health screening later, where my blardy BMI will be accessed. Dear all, I strongly feel that the stupidest calculation on earth is the body mass index (BMI). How could one be accessed just based on their weight and height? Where are all the other factors like muscles mass and fats? Stupid G* who categorised everyone based on their BMI. And with the recent reduction in the standard BMI, I'm OVERWEIGHT. ARGHHH... Oh yaya.. I am obliged to thanks Julie and Cheezels for their effort to put that extra pounds on me. THANKS!!!

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