*Sigh*
Off AirCon, On Lights, Check Damage, On Fan, Off Lights and went back to bed...
Gritting my teeth, Clutching my Bolster, Eyes wide open, Staring... staring into nowhere...
Too much...
too much for me to take it anymore. I wanna cry. I wanna relieve myself. I wanna shout.
No tears roll. No sound heard. I still feel the THUMP in my chest.
Sleep...
Sleep would be the best remedy. I must Sleep. I must Sleep. I must Sleep!!
But I can't get to sleep. I wanna sms Ruru/Monkey to ask them to make sure I wake up tomolo, but I'm afraid of waking them up. I'm stupid, yet not selfish...
DAMN!! It's 3am and I really need to sleep!!
It's time like this... when you really desire accompany.
Off AirCon, On Lights, Check Damage, On Fan, Off Lights and went back to bed...
Gritting my teeth, Clutching my Bolster, Eyes wide open, Staring... staring into nowhere...
Too much...
too much for me to take it anymore. I wanna cry. I wanna relieve myself. I wanna shout.
No tears roll. No sound heard. I still feel the THUMP in my chest.
Sleep...
Sleep would be the best remedy. I must Sleep. I must Sleep. I must Sleep!!
But I can't get to sleep. I wanna sms Ruru/Monkey to ask them to make sure I wake up tomolo, but I'm afraid of waking them up. I'm stupid, yet not selfish...
DAMN!! It's 3am and I really need to sleep!!
It's time like this... when you really desire accompany.
1 comment:
My god.... are you ok ??? i find it quite easy to cry ~~~ lalalala you haven't been feeling happy for the past few weeks.... pat pat ~~~
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