Dear blog
A lot of things have been happening recently, or rather in these few months and trust me, I have been wanting to write to you everytime such a thing happened. But alas, I'm either too lazy or too forgetful to forget about everything whenever I wanna write. Pardon me k? Trust me, I'm really deciding whether to write you a super super long entry now.
First thing first. Friends have always been an issue to me. My group of 7 was slashed to 5 in the recent years. Now with Bee's married and given birth, we cannot expect her to join in our gatherings. But this little group of 4, is also in fear of getting dispersed. Auntie is always too busy to join in any of our gatherings. Even in the small group of 3, conflicts do happen. Sigh
Ray has been ignoring me since December, after the little episode that happened just before our meeting that fateful day. Miscommunication has led to misunderstanding. I have apologised and ya, for some reason, I am not yet forgiven. Dunno why. It's hard to juggle two sides at one time, k? I have tried very hard and yes, at times, too hard.
Work has been tiring as usual. Not from being busy (I rather be busy like bee), but from being bored. I am not getting the job satisfaction I wanna get. No doubt my colleagues are nice and the pace or whatever has been envied by many, but come on, it's boring k? I dont wanna sit on the chair and make my oredi big arse bigger -.-ll And Stuphen isnt being supportive or encouraging as well. In fact, he's totally opposite. He changes his mind faster than the cloud changes their shape. One monent he wanna this, another moment he wants another. What's worse. He will comment that you shouldnt have done the first thing to begin with, when what we have did, was all he had said. I'm tired of these. Really.
More inconsiderate people are dominating the society. On buses, on Mrts, on the roads and even in the neighbourhood. Packed buses which in actual fact is quite empty in the inside. Bags taking up seats when people are standing. Rubbish around the bins, but not inside. Rowdy kids jumping up and down in MRTs. Running and wailing kids in shopping centers. Rubbish and pamplets everywhere at the void decks. Loud music played on buses and MRTs. There's so many so many so many!! ARGHHH.. Blardy people!! How I wish they would just disappear.
Prices of everything are rising. The 2% increment in GST is already making their presence felt. Yet, the recent economy (Good or Bad??) has been making an impact on primary products. Nature is making people pay for what we have done to her. But, the increment of some things are just unjustified. I know petrol and such has increased. But taxis are really expensive. How bout car parking? Papers today has shown that car parking in Orchard has increased by as much as 36%. You mean car parks require petrol? Or? Everything is increasing at an alarming rate, except our pay.... Just what the extra few % can do every year? Soon, the extras wont be even enough to cover up for the basic taxes.
I'm sick of being the happy and nice Donald everyone knows. But ya, my characters has made it almost impossible to be bad. I feel for people. I put myself in their shoes and tried to think what they would have gone through should I be bad. But, people are starting to take me for granted. I hate that. I like attention. I want to be cared. I want to be concerned. I want to be loved too! My motto is still, and always will be: 我为人人，就算人人不为我！I just cannot bring myself to be bad to others. I just cannot understand how come people can hurt one another, can cheat one another and backstabbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbssssssssssssssssssss!
Blog, this entry is just a rant. I wanna rant my dissatisfactions about the society, about the people and everything. I wanna make myself heard. Haha. Just kidding. I would rather bottom everything than to confide to anyone. I dont wanna make my problems their troubles. I would rather be the nice Donald. Yes. I am the nice Donald and yes, Donald is the nicest. The always smiling guy (some suggested seldom though), the always seemingly free-of-trouble guy. Yes. I am that Donald.
Cheers
Donald
A lot of things have been happening recently, or rather in these few months and trust me, I have been wanting to write to you everytime such a thing happened. But alas, I'm either too lazy or too forgetful to forget about everything whenever I wanna write. Pardon me k? Trust me, I'm really deciding whether to write you a super super long entry now.
First thing first. Friends have always been an issue to me. My group of 7 was slashed to 5 in the recent years. Now with Bee's married and given birth, we cannot expect her to join in our gatherings. But this little group of 4, is also in fear of getting dispersed. Auntie is always too busy to join in any of our gatherings. Even in the small group of 3, conflicts do happen. Sigh
Ray has been ignoring me since December, after the little episode that happened just before our meeting that fateful day. Miscommunication has led to misunderstanding. I have apologised and ya, for some reason, I am not yet forgiven. Dunno why. It's hard to juggle two sides at one time, k? I have tried very hard and yes, at times, too hard.
Work has been tiring as usual. Not from being busy (I rather be busy like bee), but from being bored. I am not getting the job satisfaction I wanna get. No doubt my colleagues are nice and the pace or whatever has been envied by many, but come on, it's boring k? I dont wanna sit on the chair and make my oredi big arse bigger -.-ll And Stuphen isnt being supportive or encouraging as well. In fact, he's totally opposite. He changes his mind faster than the cloud changes their shape. One monent he wanna this, another moment he wants another. What's worse. He will comment that you shouldnt have done the first thing to begin with, when what we have did, was all he had said. I'm tired of these. Really.
More inconsiderate people are dominating the society. On buses, on Mrts, on the roads and even in the neighbourhood. Packed buses which in actual fact is quite empty in the inside. Bags taking up seats when people are standing. Rubbish around the bins, but not inside. Rowdy kids jumping up and down in MRTs. Running and wailing kids in shopping centers. Rubbish and pamplets everywhere at the void decks. Loud music played on buses and MRTs. There's so many so many so many!! ARGHHH.. Blardy people!! How I wish they would just disappear.
Prices of everything are rising. The 2% increment in GST is already making their presence felt. Yet, the recent economy (Good or Bad??) has been making an impact on primary products. Nature is making people pay for what we have done to her. But, the increment of some things are just unjustified. I know petrol and such has increased. But taxis are really expensive. How bout car parking? Papers today has shown that car parking in Orchard has increased by as much as 36%. You mean car parks require petrol? Or? Everything is increasing at an alarming rate, except our pay.... Just what the extra few % can do every year? Soon, the extras wont be even enough to cover up for the basic taxes.
I'm sick of being the happy and nice Donald everyone knows. But ya, my characters has made it almost impossible to be bad. I feel for people. I put myself in their shoes and tried to think what they would have gone through should I be bad. But, people are starting to take me for granted. I hate that. I like attention. I want to be cared. I want to be concerned. I want to be loved too! My motto is still, and always will be: 我为人人，就算人人不为我！I just cannot bring myself to be bad to others. I just cannot understand how come people can hurt one another, can cheat one another and backstabbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbssssssssssssssssssss!
Blog, this entry is just a rant. I wanna rant my dissatisfactions about the society, about the people and everything. I wanna make myself heard. Haha. Just kidding. I would rather bottom everything than to confide to anyone. I dont wanna make my problems their troubles. I would rather be the nice Donald. Yes. I am the nice Donald and yes, Donald is the nicest. The always smiling guy (some suggested seldom though), the always seemingly free-of-trouble guy. Yes. I am that Donald.
Cheers
Donald
3 comments:
Well donald, Life still goes on..
yeah... that's why i'm still blogging :P
Donald....my idol for real!
i respect ya. GOGO Don!
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